i shall just come clean with it on my turf.
theres no need to be ashamed, theres no need for regret
for i've done what i could and whats done cannot be undone.
yes.
i've failed my maths,
the paper and overall.
paper-45
overall-48
and it states there clearly at the bottom of the course chart that pupils who fail maths cannot take A maths.

so there goes my 3C dream.
shattered.

and my science?
enough to go for combined science class only.
which i'm planning to go for(phy/chem).

my lit you ask?
its ok.
but not good enough in my opinion.
yeah sure, 70 may seem like alot.
but it certainly isnt.
it was just my bloody essay which pulled me down.-12.5
damn.
and its really considered a waste.
poetry-21/25
prose-19/25
essay-12.5/25
quite shit frankly.
and i topped the class with it along with jennifer.
low standard man.

the others?
too painful to even think about it.
but the only subject i've failed is maths.
and funnily enough (if you can see the perverse humour in it), its the core subject i've failed.

and now, all i can do is to hope my dnt marks can pull me up.
i'm afraid to have such high hopes for my dnt.

but of course, many many many other people also failed maths.
(thank God i'm not alone)
and mrs khairul have put some consolence in me saying that she has many students like me.
fairly good in lit, failure in maths.
and she said there is a high chance of lowering the cutoff point for A maths.
even wan is upset, no wait, depressed, by her maths results.
but shes a genius at dnt.
all i can do now is just to cross my fingers and hope i can make it to 3F with my crap results.